So I had to take a break.... But it's time to continue our story...
So much has changed since Dec. 27, the date of our last post.
We found out on Jan. 17 that we had two tiny babies, twins... and we lost them on the 18th.
It's been so hard.... Death is a bastard. Miscarriage is so ugly and much harder than I had ever understood.
Honestly, I have spent so much time in confusion. We love our sweet babies and HATE that we never got to squeeze their tiny cheeks. We were never meant for death,... the reality of that statement is so real after losing them.
I miss them.
Tears come so easy...
This 2008 is turning out to be so different than I imagined. But here's what hasn't changed. Will Hart is amazing. We have loved each other dizzy through this entire thing. He is THE most amazing man I have ever known.
Another constant- My Father continues to confuse and woo me at the same time. I know I am His, but I struggle feeling orphaned. We are totally working through some major stuff...
Monday, March 24, 2008
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i have been waiting for this post. you know that my heart broke over and over as i read, and missed my own sweet child. thank you for sharing this shitty part of your life, the world needs to hear it....
i love you and miss your babies...
hey guys...jenni shaffer here. I have been updated through the Webbs and therefore so mindful of your experience. my heart wants for both of you to be on the other side of the healing process, but my soul knows there is no such place. it is my prayer that your love continues to flourish when there is reason to hate. Thank you for sharing the beauty of this nightmare...it has made me better and kept me aware of our inability to survive without Him and each other. I'm hugging you in my heart...
jrei407@hotmail.com
oh cassie, i love you. you are amazing and it is incredible that you are able to share your wound already. i am praying that the Father will continue to hold you both as you walk through this life. much, much, love- vk
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