Teeny Tiny Hart

We're havin' a baby!!! I know, crazy..... I'm pregnant :>
We have known for a few weeks and now the secrets out. This has been such a strange journey. At first I anxiously awaited a freak-out/fear fest...... it was just Jan. that we lost our little babes...., but I'm not afraid. In fact, my response this time feels so stinking different and actually much healthier. At times I wonder if this is what denial looks like, but most of the time I am just resting in the weirdness of the peace I feel.... I know, crazy.
Of course Will Hart is elated. It is strange that growing our baby in my belly makes it harder to be away from him during this crazy summer season. But, we just got to spend the day together yesterday which was a dream!!!! It's funny, we oddly celebrate the off kilter state of my stomach (aka big fat nausea) and my new found teariness..... With the best intentions, and not such stellar smoothness, my love said to me "I really think this one is going to take..." I think he's right.